I never sought enlightenment.

I wasn’t chasing insight or trying to write a book. I simply aimed to survive - to push through betrayal, loss, judgment, and heartbreak that seek to quiet one’s voice. Life kept handing me fires to walk through, and I kept walking. Not knowing I was being reshaped with every step. Amid the chaos, I realized I wasn’t only surviving — I was awakening. This book proves that a sacred presence sought me, even amidst the deepest darkness.

During one of those dark nights, I unearthed something ancient, wild, and deeply personal. I perceived what others term Kundalini as divine presence and power.  

I wasn’t searching for mystical doors to unlock — I was longing for something real. I wanted to become softer, stronger, wiser — the version of myself untouched by trauma or expectation. As I pursued that growth, I found myself pulled into some of the most profound spiritual experiences of my life. These moments became catalysts — uninvited, undeniable, and transformational.

This book details a transformation. A releasing what wasn’t mine, to remember who I am.

It’s not a step-by-step guide. It’s a collection of raw, chaotic, and beautiful moments that both humbled and elevated me in ways I never saw coming. You’ll walk with me through betrayal and rebirth, visions and visitations, motherhood, grief, psychic awakening, and the sacred practices that became my lifeline when hope was fading.

This work is for those judged, silenced, abandoned, or harmed by supposed loved ones. This book helps those who sense unexplainable things, receive messages from an unknown source, and are unsure how to proceed. For those who feel fractured — unaware that their breaking is actually a becoming.

I didn’t chase an awakening — but somehow; it found me. Once it found me, all my preconceptions unraveled, allowing a deeper truth to emerge.

By the time you reach the end, I hope you won’t just see my story. I hope you’ll recognize yours — and trust the sacred process already unfolding within you.... 

— from the Introduction of Anointed by Fire